wow how my life has changed I am 50 and just starting to live, in terms you can understand I am a toddler just starting to walk n talk. Why you say because I let my father mentally abuse me and since he has passed away my good Karma has kicked in, I am back with the love of my life after over 25 years apart, hence the Mills N Boon ref, I cant promise I will post every day but I will be back .